what do i seek?

Some one asked me last night over the phone, whilst chatting, what do you seek andrea ?
enlightenment , compassion, peace, etc you get the scene, ambiance ? i couldnt think instantly of a spiritual word, purpose, passion to choose one, i went blank,,,,,,,,,,,, because you see i was thinking, not feeling, what would be a good answer, and to choose only one reason,,,,,,, kinda hard i felt. Then within seconds, my true self spoke to me, the inner andrea to outer andrea, and you know what i seek every one,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ?
LIFE, to live, thats what, not enlightenment, or anyother spiritual description, word, language expressed. simply but powerfully life. you see we can get sooooooo wrapped up in all this spiritul stuff that we expect too much from ourselves or others, focusing fully on spiritual learning, practices, to be as saint like as possible always striving to be/ do better.
Be more peaceful, forgiving, meditate , connect to universe, charging our energies, staying humble, having gratitude, etc etc it goes on, which is all wonderful. But,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
we are here on the earth plane also, what about living, experiancing , adventure, to have fun, be free, laugh, have a drink and get merry- dance- then feel crappy next day with hangover, have a moan- bitch- vent- express anger, have love than loose it, flirt, feel sexual, dont just contemplate but actually do !!!
what would we all in the world learn, sitting meditating in a monestary 24 hours aday? we as well not bothering coming to this earth plane, can do that back in spirit world. to sit and breath purety and peace and stillness can be lazy, in not venturing out and doing, action, to learn, experiance. not that im slagging of monks, or buddists etc, thats their path, destiny. in this life. maybe you or i did that in our last life, or will do in our next one?
what im trying to say is, all people to not have to think they have to be like that, achieve that state, to have a balance, with both spiritual and ego earthy ways, one foot in the upper dimensions and one foot grounded here, as oppose to both up there.
To carry on learning spiritual truths and states etc but to acknowlegde the earthy learning too, dont neglect an important part of you, and your souls learning. Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved atall. So get out there with your unique personality, and flick those eyelashes at some one you like, lol. its not bad, ego, its why your here guys, to live, learn to then return, hey that last part rhymed lol
off to eat a hearty meal, have a cuppa and listen to some rock music, i want to live, thats what i seek, my answer to last nights question
xxx Andrea xxx