Some one asked me last night over the phone, whilst chatting, what do you seek andrea ?
enlightenment , compassion, peace, etc you get the scene, ambiance ? i couldnt think instantly of a spiritual word, purpose, passion to choose one, i went blank,,,,,,,,,,,, because you see i was thinking, not feeling, what would be a good answer, and to choose only one reason,,,,,,, kinda hard i felt. Then within seconds, my true self spoke to me, the inner andrea to outer andrea, and you know what i seek every one,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ?
LIFE, to live, thats what, not enlightenment, or anyother spiritual description, word, language expressed. simply but powerfully life. you see we can get sooooooo wrapped up in all this spiritul stuff that we expect too much from ourselves or others, focusing fully on spiritual learning, practices, to be as saint like as possible always striving to be/ do better.
Be more peaceful, forgiving, meditate , connect to universe, charging our energies, staying humble, having gratitude, etc etc it goes on, which is all wonderful. But,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
we are here on the earth plane also, what about living, experiancing , adventure, to have fun, be free, laugh, have a drink and get merry- dance- then feel crappy next day with hangover, have a moan- bitch- vent- express anger, have love than loose it, flirt, feel sexual, dont just contemplate but actually do !!!
what would we all in the world learn, sitting meditating in a monestary 24 hours aday? we as well not bothering coming to this earth plane, can do that back in spirit world. to sit and breath purety and peace and stillness can be lazy, in not venturing out and doing, action, to learn, experiance. not that im slagging of monks, or buddists etc, thats their path, destiny. in this life. maybe you or i did that in our last life, or will do in our next one?
what im trying to say is, all people to not have to think they have to be like that, achieve that state, to have a balance, with both spiritual and ego earthy ways, one foot in the upper dimensions and one foot grounded here, as oppose to both up there.
To carry on learning spiritual truths and states etc but to acknowlegde the earthy learning too, dont neglect an important part of you, and your souls learning. Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved atall. So get out there with your unique personality, and flick those eyelashes at some one you like, lol. its not bad, ego, its why your here guys, to live, learn to then return, hey that last part rhymed lol
off to eat a hearty meal, have a cuppa and listen to some rock music, i want to live, thats what i seek, my answer to last nights question
xxx Andrea xxx
Thursday, 25 February 2010
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
no fear, no regrets !
After a conversation with a certain somebody [ you know who you are x] lol today regarding fear, and regrets. felt to write a little on the subject.
fear ? ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm, a real biggy, for such a short- one word. fear can prevent, delay or stop soooooo many things in life. seriously bugger alot up lol. and ourselves. you see what ever we fear, likely if fear enough will get it [ what ever the fear] as it is negative energy being sent out to the universe then it boomerangs its back side back to guess where??? yep, where it darn well came from. us. also fear can put us off doing, being proactive inlife. taking the safety net rather than dive into that ocean of life. fear can make us think feel see expect the worst. and not doing , incase it brings a b or c bla -bla .
Now onto courage, bravery is not being scared and doing,,,,, courage is being scared and still doing,,,,,,wooooooooooooh, reread, yes very profound words and true.
so wheres theres fear, its empowering to be courageous. to do, whilst not sure, scared, shaking, trembling, you get the scene lol.
But the beauty inall this is, great you dealt with fear, then got the courage, but,,,,,,,,,,,,, is having no regrets !!! thats the biggy, the light at the end of the tunnel.
to know such and such was meant to be or not meant to be and ,,,,,,,, you did, tried, no doubting, questioning, wondering, basicly regrets. eating you away, like little parahnas.
What ever it is you are going through or do go through one day, face that fear head on like a bull, inhale the courage, then do,,,,,, what ever is needed, literally everything in your power. live like you have nothing to loose but every thing to gain.
I hope someone reading this will sort that relationship out, get with someone- expressing feelings- write that book, start that business, go visit that dream country, forgive someone, forgive yourself, ring that friend or family member, go for that job, go study that degree, or what ever it is on your mind, you have fear with.
The very least, charge it with positive thoughts, feelings. not negative to boomerang back to you.
find that courage, then do !!!!!!! what ever it take !!!
All the best with what ever you are, will be dealing with
may your wants, dreams, desires, needs be fulfilled everyone
xxx Blessings for ya wishs xxx
fear ? ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm, a real biggy, for such a short- one word. fear can prevent, delay or stop soooooo many things in life. seriously bugger alot up lol. and ourselves. you see what ever we fear, likely if fear enough will get it [ what ever the fear] as it is negative energy being sent out to the universe then it boomerangs its back side back to guess where??? yep, where it darn well came from. us. also fear can put us off doing, being proactive inlife. taking the safety net rather than dive into that ocean of life. fear can make us think feel see expect the worst. and not doing , incase it brings a b or c bla -bla .
Now onto courage, bravery is not being scared and doing,,,,, courage is being scared and still doing,,,,,,wooooooooooooh, reread, yes very profound words and true.
so wheres theres fear, its empowering to be courageous. to do, whilst not sure, scared, shaking, trembling, you get the scene lol.
But the beauty inall this is, great you dealt with fear, then got the courage, but,,,,,,,,,,,,, is having no regrets !!! thats the biggy, the light at the end of the tunnel.
to know such and such was meant to be or not meant to be and ,,,,,,,, you did, tried, no doubting, questioning, wondering, basicly regrets. eating you away, like little parahnas.
What ever it is you are going through or do go through one day, face that fear head on like a bull, inhale the courage, then do,,,,,, what ever is needed, literally everything in your power. live like you have nothing to loose but every thing to gain.
I hope someone reading this will sort that relationship out, get with someone- expressing feelings- write that book, start that business, go visit that dream country, forgive someone, forgive yourself, ring that friend or family member, go for that job, go study that degree, or what ever it is on your mind, you have fear with.
The very least, charge it with positive thoughts, feelings. not negative to boomerang back to you.
find that courage, then do !!!!!!! what ever it take !!!
All the best with what ever you are, will be dealing with
may your wants, dreams, desires, needs be fulfilled everyone
xxx Blessings for ya wishs xxx
Monday, 22 February 2010
counting my blessings
Had a real nudge from the universe the last week. to make me realise, notice, be aware etc of blessings, my blessings. would be quite a lonnnnnnnng write to explain properly, but here i will try and condense it.
Recently, week or two ago, i was driving to my see my friend at around 90clock at night. it was dark and raining. i was listening to music, in a world of my own. when i drove past a shop where a homeless person was sitting, outside in the rain. i drove on past, when was clearly loudly told from spirit, to give him my last 5 pound note in my purse. you see i had had 10 pound note but had bought tea and suger just before hand, mins before. continue on i went driving when heard again, there was no where to turn in the road, or around, that i was contemplating after hearing it the first time. knowing not to ignore such guidance i drove ahead turned down the opposite side of the road went down a back road to bring me back on the main road, then drove up towards the shop. knowing there was a reason i had recieved such guidance. the exact reason wasnt my business, but presumed could be he needed food or a hot drink there and then, needed to be shown faith- light from someone- maybe was feeling low even suicidal, or needed alcohol to sooth his addiction pains and to help him sleep his problems away, to get through another day, or could be for me,,,,,,,,,,,,, to listen and act, to show reveal my faith, compassion and divine instructions that i do- do. also to give my last money away, though i knew i had enough petrol for the next day for work and food for dinner, i wasnt exactly flush myself. spirit knew this with financial worries over my head all week.
could of been for him, me or us both, but i knew to listen, not ignore.
i parked up outside the shop, walked over to him in the rain, noticed a hat with some pennys in, literally copper pennys scattered. and bent down to him and took his hand, his eyes locked into mine, i simply said, here mate,,,, and put the five pounds note into his palm, he looked stunned and ecstatic and as i was walking off he shouted out,,,,, bless you, i answered, and bless you.
what ever the reason for this intrevenance only spirit know. but i knew it had a purpose for him, me both?
since then i have had sooooooo many blessings, from gifts of people like chocolates, flowers, books, beautiful hugs and words of gratitude to me. pure blessing after blessing. all non stop over the next few days after that event. not that i was expecting any, dosnt work that way, i actually felt blessed by someone saying bless you, do you know what i mean. that experiance by hearing the guidance then acting on it was also a blessing.
simply put, it is the simple things that are the biggest really.
i feel i have alot of strength and faith, no power, ego intended here but i do, after a long learning journey. spirit, the universe has taught me alot, and still is. sometimes we all need to try and keep it simple. what gives us pleasure, what things words we can do for others, blessings, being aware of them !!! as too often they go a miss.
for one week, or one day, count how many you notice, from you to others and vice versa.
seriously think it will surprise you, if you are aware that is. so make an effort to notice, sense be aware.
xxx love Andrea xxx
Recently, week or two ago, i was driving to my see my friend at around 90clock at night. it was dark and raining. i was listening to music, in a world of my own. when i drove past a shop where a homeless person was sitting, outside in the rain. i drove on past, when was clearly loudly told from spirit, to give him my last 5 pound note in my purse. you see i had had 10 pound note but had bought tea and suger just before hand, mins before. continue on i went driving when heard again, there was no where to turn in the road, or around, that i was contemplating after hearing it the first time. knowing not to ignore such guidance i drove ahead turned down the opposite side of the road went down a back road to bring me back on the main road, then drove up towards the shop. knowing there was a reason i had recieved such guidance. the exact reason wasnt my business, but presumed could be he needed food or a hot drink there and then, needed to be shown faith- light from someone- maybe was feeling low even suicidal, or needed alcohol to sooth his addiction pains and to help him sleep his problems away, to get through another day, or could be for me,,,,,,,,,,,,, to listen and act, to show reveal my faith, compassion and divine instructions that i do- do. also to give my last money away, though i knew i had enough petrol for the next day for work and food for dinner, i wasnt exactly flush myself. spirit knew this with financial worries over my head all week.
could of been for him, me or us both, but i knew to listen, not ignore.
i parked up outside the shop, walked over to him in the rain, noticed a hat with some pennys in, literally copper pennys scattered. and bent down to him and took his hand, his eyes locked into mine, i simply said, here mate,,,, and put the five pounds note into his palm, he looked stunned and ecstatic and as i was walking off he shouted out,,,,, bless you, i answered, and bless you.
what ever the reason for this intrevenance only spirit know. but i knew it had a purpose for him, me both?
since then i have had sooooooo many blessings, from gifts of people like chocolates, flowers, books, beautiful hugs and words of gratitude to me. pure blessing after blessing. all non stop over the next few days after that event. not that i was expecting any, dosnt work that way, i actually felt blessed by someone saying bless you, do you know what i mean. that experiance by hearing the guidance then acting on it was also a blessing.
simply put, it is the simple things that are the biggest really.
i feel i have alot of strength and faith, no power, ego intended here but i do, after a long learning journey. spirit, the universe has taught me alot, and still is. sometimes we all need to try and keep it simple. what gives us pleasure, what things words we can do for others, blessings, being aware of them !!! as too often they go a miss.
for one week, or one day, count how many you notice, from you to others and vice versa.
seriously think it will surprise you, if you are aware that is. so make an effort to notice, sense be aware.
xxx love Andrea xxx
Thursday, 18 February 2010
spring is in the air
Spring is in the air...........
Actually singing that to the tune love is in the air, lol, try it, its funny !!!!
Well spring most def is here shyly letting us be aware of her presence. Slowly but surely, just like the flowers budding then blooming.And just like our lives sometimes, slowly but surely manifesting its fate, destiny.
Now, if only we could all be more like those flowers,,,,,,,, patiently blooming ! But the human nature, ego based, personality etc finds blooming, quite difficult to grasp/do. As we want it NOW, what ever it may be we want lol. Patience just dosnt for most come naturally. Time- even weeks or months seems like a century to us. We reveal our toddler selves throwing our dummies out of those prams, with an inner sulky strop, dont we eh ???? we all have, do and will still do so lol. Its a lesson, powerful lesson in that - patience- .
If only we could trust more, have faith, tightly hold on to it close to our hearts and humbly, let go, except, embrace and be still. Literally go with the destiny rivers flow. Of ours and other peoples lessons, destiny, paths. You see its not only ourself involved, it normally involves, even if unaware, other people,what ever we want, and wanting now, like yesterday !!!! tomorrow seems like a life time away eh?
The most powerful, potent answer, is releasing it, literally hand it over on a plate, to spirit, the universe, the angels god or who ever, what ever you work with, call. And thats it, its gone, time to get on with other stuff, and if think about the plate you handed, should be only positive thoughts, feelings, affirmations etc. But,,,,,,,,, easier said than done eh, because what us mortals tend to do, yeeeeeeeeeeeeees most of us is, keep grabbing that plate back, looking at the food on it, touching it, messsing around with it, taking abit, adding new bits, dropping bits, fighting, resisiting, holding on to the plate for dear life, not letting it back to who ever, whatever had it[ who you handed it over to] displaying only insecurities to the divine, no trust, no faith, just ego weakness.
We should all aim to try handing over with peace in our heart, that literally what is meant to be will be, and if anyone [ angels god etc] can help, they are at work behind the scenes of your movie, stage, life doing, yeeeeeeeeeees doing for you.And help will come. How, when where etc is tiny details, the biggy is help will be if can be done. Not interfering with your lifes lesson.
And of course patience, getting back to that, if we could be more like those buds, blooming, at the right time. Waiting for destinys perfect time.
So mission impossible it may seem, if we all hand over, then relax, thinking just positive energies,, then wait,,,,,,,,,,,,, it really isnt that impossible.
Maybe something on your mind today, you can have a spring outlook and let that situation become a bud, to bloom at its rightful time.
Off to contemplate my own buds, to allow to bloom.
xxx Sparkles xxx Andrea xxx
Actually singing that to the tune love is in the air, lol, try it, its funny !!!!
Well spring most def is here shyly letting us be aware of her presence. Slowly but surely, just like the flowers budding then blooming.And just like our lives sometimes, slowly but surely manifesting its fate, destiny.
Now, if only we could all be more like those flowers,,,,,,,, patiently blooming ! But the human nature, ego based, personality etc finds blooming, quite difficult to grasp/do. As we want it NOW, what ever it may be we want lol. Patience just dosnt for most come naturally. Time- even weeks or months seems like a century to us. We reveal our toddler selves throwing our dummies out of those prams, with an inner sulky strop, dont we eh ???? we all have, do and will still do so lol. Its a lesson, powerful lesson in that - patience- .
If only we could trust more, have faith, tightly hold on to it close to our hearts and humbly, let go, except, embrace and be still. Literally go with the destiny rivers flow. Of ours and other peoples lessons, destiny, paths. You see its not only ourself involved, it normally involves, even if unaware, other people,what ever we want, and wanting now, like yesterday !!!! tomorrow seems like a life time away eh?
The most powerful, potent answer, is releasing it, literally hand it over on a plate, to spirit, the universe, the angels god or who ever, what ever you work with, call. And thats it, its gone, time to get on with other stuff, and if think about the plate you handed, should be only positive thoughts, feelings, affirmations etc. But,,,,,,,,, easier said than done eh, because what us mortals tend to do, yeeeeeeeeeeeeees most of us is, keep grabbing that plate back, looking at the food on it, touching it, messsing around with it, taking abit, adding new bits, dropping bits, fighting, resisiting, holding on to the plate for dear life, not letting it back to who ever, whatever had it[ who you handed it over to] displaying only insecurities to the divine, no trust, no faith, just ego weakness.
We should all aim to try handing over with peace in our heart, that literally what is meant to be will be, and if anyone [ angels god etc] can help, they are at work behind the scenes of your movie, stage, life doing, yeeeeeeeeeees doing for you.And help will come. How, when where etc is tiny details, the biggy is help will be if can be done. Not interfering with your lifes lesson.
And of course patience, getting back to that, if we could be more like those buds, blooming, at the right time. Waiting for destinys perfect time.
So mission impossible it may seem, if we all hand over, then relax, thinking just positive energies,, then wait,,,,,,,,,,,,, it really isnt that impossible.
Maybe something on your mind today, you can have a spring outlook and let that situation become a bud, to bloom at its rightful time.
Off to contemplate my own buds, to allow to bloom.
xxx Sparkles xxx Andrea xxx
Thursday, 11 February 2010
And then came the snow !!!
Well, after my lost post regarding the sun out bla bla bla ? then the snow followed within day or two, hee heee !!! british weather for you[ and prob mix of global warming]
Now although i really cant stand the cold, my body, particular my ears, inside them, the snow is soooooooo beautiful to look at and have around for abit [ hence the abit] nooooo way could i be in alaska or where ever its cold always. Im def more of a LA california kind a girl. Shades on, tanning, cold beer after work[ or two or three if weekend - out] hee hee, all them jeeps, bikes- harleys- then theres the sand sea and blue sunny skys and every one buzzing, remember last post saying people buzz when suns out ? imagine there, lol oh yeeeeeeeeeeeeees LA my kinda place, think will choose in my next life, [ ego talking now] or maybe was there in last life !
But, crazy english weather, im looking out the shop window now and its sunny again, arggggggggggggh, madness, confusing, them poor flowers must be having floral breakdowns, come out stay down come out !!!!! though its lovely sun out, its not LA lol know what i mean.
Just thought id quickly comment on the snow that came.
xxx lotsof love xxx
Now although i really cant stand the cold, my body, particular my ears, inside them, the snow is soooooooo beautiful to look at and have around for abit [ hence the abit] nooooo way could i be in alaska or where ever its cold always. Im def more of a LA california kind a girl. Shades on, tanning, cold beer after work[ or two or three if weekend - out] hee hee, all them jeeps, bikes- harleys- then theres the sand sea and blue sunny skys and every one buzzing, remember last post saying people buzz when suns out ? imagine there, lol oh yeeeeeeeeeeeeees LA my kinda place, think will choose in my next life, [ ego talking now] or maybe was there in last life !
But, crazy english weather, im looking out the shop window now and its sunny again, arggggggggggggh, madness, confusing, them poor flowers must be having floral breakdowns, come out stay down come out !!!!! though its lovely sun out, its not LA lol know what i mean.
Just thought id quickly comment on the snow that came.
xxx lotsof love xxx
Friday, 5 February 2010
The suns out !
Helloooooooo.
Thought i would write something regarding the sun out today, fri 5 feb.
Isnt it just simply, beautiful. Really sunny today, sun proudly showing of his rays , indeed.
Was just talking to a customer about it, in that what a difference the weather can affect us. Especially sunny warm weather. Although all seasons are, can be grand, theres def something about the sun, powerful, potent if you like on its affects. from waking up to its glory, looking out of a window, driving in it, walking in it, out and about, we do more like go out in the garden, to the park, day trips etc. very energising, every one becomes more alive, positive, doers. proactive, and in a state of consciousness of being buzzy, yet still within. Really something , as simple as the sun out?
Well yes, its true, external influences can and do affect us. like when its rainy, grey, cloudy, cold, doom and gloom, most of us become too like this. Miserable weather,miserable looking outside, most feel miserable inside.. Though spiritual teaching, great words of wisdom tell us that what we think, feel we become, so infact even on miserable day- gloomy- the right words, feelings, affirmations, positive inner words , visualisations etc will reverse the gloominess, or should prevent the negativity creating.
For most on their every day mudane life walk, this is not the case. Even knowledgable spiritual walking people. sometimes it is easier said than done. Its like an automatic kick in to see than react literally. As the subconscious is a very powerful tool. Especially for sensitive, or psychic people such as people, events, places, circumstances [ like weather] would most prob affect them. Maybe worse than an every day mundane life walker. But is also makes these highly sensitive souls react more when the sun come out, bit like a three year old on redbull, lol.
Point is, every one likes, feels better when the sun comes out. Very psycological and science based fact too, as the sun releases radiates certain vitamins, rays in to our skin and cells, absorbing giving sense of good feeling. And day light, sun including has been reported to give benefits also, such is the case that in winter times, some people suffer from SAD the light disorder[ not enough light] .
soooooooooooooooo, my little rambling on the sun being out today. I cant wait for spring then summer to come, really cant wait. Looking forward to it. what about you? do you give it much thought, if not have a think, how the weather affects you , and other things in life. Externally, then internally. Maybe to now try and not let it effect you, or as much, by positive affirmation, visualising, possibly meditate, or simply take a few deep breaths of positive calming light in through the nostrils and out exhaling through the mouth.
In the mean while, enjoy the sun every one !!!!!
xxx Andrea xxx
Thought i would write something regarding the sun out today, fri 5 feb.
Isnt it just simply, beautiful. Really sunny today, sun proudly showing of his rays , indeed.
Was just talking to a customer about it, in that what a difference the weather can affect us. Especially sunny warm weather. Although all seasons are, can be grand, theres def something about the sun, powerful, potent if you like on its affects. from waking up to its glory, looking out of a window, driving in it, walking in it, out and about, we do more like go out in the garden, to the park, day trips etc. very energising, every one becomes more alive, positive, doers. proactive, and in a state of consciousness of being buzzy, yet still within. Really something , as simple as the sun out?
Well yes, its true, external influences can and do affect us. like when its rainy, grey, cloudy, cold, doom and gloom, most of us become too like this. Miserable weather,miserable looking outside, most feel miserable inside.. Though spiritual teaching, great words of wisdom tell us that what we think, feel we become, so infact even on miserable day- gloomy- the right words, feelings, affirmations, positive inner words , visualisations etc will reverse the gloominess, or should prevent the negativity creating.
For most on their every day mudane life walk, this is not the case. Even knowledgable spiritual walking people. sometimes it is easier said than done. Its like an automatic kick in to see than react literally. As the subconscious is a very powerful tool. Especially for sensitive, or psychic people such as people, events, places, circumstances [ like weather] would most prob affect them. Maybe worse than an every day mundane life walker. But is also makes these highly sensitive souls react more when the sun come out, bit like a three year old on redbull, lol.
Point is, every one likes, feels better when the sun comes out. Very psycological and science based fact too, as the sun releases radiates certain vitamins, rays in to our skin and cells, absorbing giving sense of good feeling. And day light, sun including has been reported to give benefits also, such is the case that in winter times, some people suffer from SAD the light disorder[ not enough light] .
soooooooooooooooo, my little rambling on the sun being out today. I cant wait for spring then summer to come, really cant wait. Looking forward to it. what about you? do you give it much thought, if not have a think, how the weather affects you , and other things in life. Externally, then internally. Maybe to now try and not let it effect you, or as much, by positive affirmation, visualising, possibly meditate, or simply take a few deep breaths of positive calming light in through the nostrils and out exhaling through the mouth.
In the mean while, enjoy the sun every one !!!!!
xxx Andrea xxx
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